So two days after the Star experience I drove back home and informed everyone that I was leaving

not sure where I was going but leaving and not coming back, about a month later I was packing my 4-

Runner , ready for a journey to find someplace or something that was calling me!

So many emotions were flooding my senses, guilt for divorcing and leaving my wife

Leaving my boys with their mom in San Antonio

Leaving my ageing parents, leaving my business and income behind.......

Even with all those feelings I knew I was doing the right thing, I just had too!

So I headed north up to New Mexico I set up camp in the mountains staying for days

at each location still following this calling, outside Santa Fe up through Taos, then into the

high mountains of Colorado, What a majestic setting.....then for the first time since I left

doubt started to creep in, what had I done, I must be nuts as most of the people whom I had known

expressed to me as I was leaving my home , family and everything I had worked for!

Once again I sat high in the mountains watching the storms come in getting my tent ready for the high winds!

I sat and prayed for comfort and this passing of fear and doubt

and the next morning it was given! So

The walls of wind river canyon are filled with hundreds of faces I had to stop and stare....... face after face hundreds

I had never in my life seen anything such as this, these canyon walls were alive!

This is how it felt that afternoon as the rains came again! t

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